I didn't know what I was doing. I was in a foreign territory. My heart was racing. I was unsure as to what was going on and what to do next. It was a fantasy that had played out thousands of times in my head before; yet finally, it was happening right in front of me.
I did nothing but sat still. Clearly, that was not what was to be done in this sort of situation. I had no experience, no exposure; no one hat taught me, nor told me. I was as stunned as a puppy in front of a locomotive screeching to a halt.
After that, things dissolved.